He told me that he was being respectful by only wanting it daily, because he
thought three times a day or more would be a good amount, but even he realized
that was a bit much to ask of a wife. See? He was being really respectful of
me! Why didn’t I appreciate him more?
When you’re with someone that wants it all the time, there’s never a chance
for you to want it. You know he’s constantly thinking about it. It’s the only
way he feels like he’s living, and it drains the life out of you.
He turned to porn. I wished he would turn to other women, but as the
long-suffering husband, I don’t think his psyche would allow for it. The porn
further warped his sexual expectations, and his bitterness at my continued
reluctance to be physically intimate with him more than three or four times a
week grew.
He started ignoring me outside of the bedroom too, and I don’t think we had
one real conversation the last two years of our marriage. I tried to talk to
him about it, but he said there was no problem and it was all in my head, and
he looooooved me so much. It was my problem, not his.
Eventually I started declining more and more, and when he touched me, I
would inwardly cringe. All touch leads to sex. One of the red flags I had
ignored early on in our relationship was his comment that there was no point in
touching if it wasn’t going to lead to sex.
When he started just climbing on top of me, I didn’t call it rape because I
didn’t stop him, even though I had told him I didn’t want to do it. I lay
there, hating myself and hating him and wishing he would cheat on me so I could
have an excuse to leave. He hated that I didn’t seem into anymore.
Through a friend I knew Dr Mugwenu the herbalist. He told me he would end my
husband's long time addiction within a spur of moment. He offered me spells
which really worked wonders on my husnand. He is no longer addicted to sex. It
is not all about meeting conjugal rights but at times too much of something can
be poisonous. Alot of women in many marriages have a similar problem but my
advise to them is that they should seek assitance from Dr Mugwenu to mend
things.
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